Monet (00:16)
Hello friends and welcome back to the Crystal Earth podcast. My name is Monet Noctaris. It's been a minute. I took off last week from the podcast
But I am back for a new episode today because there is a lot going on in the planetary field, in the collective, and for crystalline beings as well.
So I wanted to pop in and kind of give you a little bit of a orientation to what's happening.
Because even though it might feel eerily quiet and still, at least in Earth's field, there's a lot going on underneath the surface.
and among those of us who are human nodes, especially.
So literally right before I came in here and pressed record, I was getting done with a session with one of my Earth keepers actually. And...
When I went outside,
I was going to go stand in the sun for a minute to kind of replenish my energy, especially because there's been a lot of solar activity happening. Literally just a couple hours ago, there was a major X class solar flare, which was deliberate. But I went to go put on my I have these like
Croc. They're not the prettiest shoes. I used to use them when I was a birth doula. I'd wear them when I was in hospitals because they're anti-slip shoes. They're like croc clogs that actually have a black rose pattern on them, which I never connected until recently because I got those years ago. But I went to go put on my shoe.
And there was a green mantis, like this big, just like perched sitting right on my shoe, on my croc. If I had not seen her, I would have like put my foot on her. It's like, ⁓ hello friend, hi. She appeared before, I think it's the same one.
on top of my car.
she was like right eye level when I walk over to open my car door. This was a couple months ago. And I'm like, okay, this little friend wants to talk to me about something clearly has been trying to get my attention. If this time it's on my shoe out of all the places that could be. So I spent a little time connecting to her. ⁓
And she's cool. She's very cool. I like her a mantises are not original to Earth. But that's a whole other story. I'll have to bring my daughter on sometime to give a mantis talk. She literally made a Canva presentation about mantises and about their cosmic origins. I didn't prompt this. This is just, she just knows this stuff.
But anyway.
Also, my apologies. My voice is a little bit off. You might be able to hear it's kind of scratchy. I've been getting over being sick. I feel like this last these last two weeks have just been.
really so, I don't know, unusual.
and energetically heavy. So that's why I skipped last week. was like, you know, there's a lot going on right now energetically in my field, personally, especially
And that's very much by design.
And as I'm talking today, you might notice my energy field may still feel kind of flat, kind of like last time, but this time it may be even more flat. I'm certainly feeling that way. And I'll explain why. And this is why I actually wanted to come on and talk today, because it's not just me
And all of us are kind of right on the same spiral, just at different points in it.
So I'll tell you what's going on and what to expect.
The phase that we're in right now is kind of between override and broadcast. You know, I've talked a bunch about the override as kind of the re-coding of Earth's grid, of Earth's entire planetary field, overhauling the systems that were dysfunctional, discordant, and distorted. And...
preparing the architecture to be able to sustain a coherent planetary field again.
restoring Gaia's original crystalline blueprint. And within this kind of framework, we've been moving from a polarity-based system to a tone-based system. And right now, we are literally in the in-between of these two grid systems.
And the whole collective is coming along for the ride. It's really, I think I've said this before, it's like, surrender or be dragged. But it might feel wonky right now because we're in the still point currently. So the planetary field is very quiet. We are in a phase of preparing.
to broadcast the new tone based system outward. And that is scheduled for just around the solstice is when that will begin. won't be like a light switch flip. It will be more of like a slow sunrise. And so what's happening now is
Almost this like, it's like the planetary field is kind of catching up. They're doing all sorts of like syncing and testing and making sure all the vaults and nodes are communicating correctly and in phase with each other and locking into the new template.
And so what's happening for the collective is that.
We are reaching the still point in between. And that can feel disorienting.
So I've talked quite a bit about polarity on this planet. How, especially around the equinox, this new polarity wave caught, right? Because polarity on this planet used to oscillate like this, right? And it was really intense. And the humans entrained to that intensity of polarity, which is
you know, attraction repulsion.
Solar, lunar, masculine, feminine.
Positive negative, etc, etc. This was the old
And the way that this was broadcast through the grid system was through charge, polarity charge, right? Think of like a battery or a circuit. It creates a charge when the positive and the negative are touching, right? That's one way to think of it. And so that charge is felt in all of us.
in ways that I wasn't even conscious of until it dissipated. Because for us to be able to go to the new resonance-based system, we have to release the charge in our current nervous system that is the way that we got by our whole lives without even really understanding that that was what was happening.
So I'll tell you where I'm at. am directly, I am on the other side of the inner charge release. And it's been a wild ride. This has been like about a two week process maybe. I was told that I'm, I was kind of like the prototype of this,
by going through it first, which I don't recommend to anybody, it was not a fun process at all. It proved that it can be done on a mass scale, but I kind of had it worse than others
But my understanding is that what I experienced was maybe more intense than what the rest of y'all will experience. So fingers crossed for that. ⁓ Because what I went through was wild.
So human nervous systems are used to operating on what this feels like, because it's something that if you don't realize it's happening, you don't realize you're doing it, you're not even really conscious of it unless you really, really listen or have something to contrast it with.
So maybe I'll explain what it's like being on the other side. It feels like neutrality.
Emotions, I still have emotions. But they don't hook me and they don't loop.
I still feel alive, but it's so quiet that the absence of charge feels like something's missing. And so I want to speak to it because we're all going to go through this process.
So I'll give you an example. This past week was Halloween. There were a lot of festivities going around, a lot of sweets, a lot of candy, a lot of, I actually threw a cookie decorating party for my kids and some of the neighbor kids at my house. And so I was preparing by baking a bunch of cookies and making a bunch of frosting to put into piping bags.
So in the past...
I normally have had like a kind of deep inner dialogue or struggle with myself around sugary foods. Like I could remember when I was a kid.
And I'd make cookies with my grandma, or cake or whatever. She taught me how to cook and how to bake. And we'd make the buttercream. And as soon she turned her back, I would be dipping my fingers in it and so excited to lick the paddle attachment to the KitchenAid right when it's all over. And it was like my brain...
was seeking charge, the experience of charge through that external sensory simulation of taste, of intensity, And this time, this may be the first time I've ever made buttercream in my life where I wasn't like,
war with myself about how much I should eat of it and how much should get into the piping bags. It was such a strange experience because I was just completely even. I didn't really even think about it. It was like the noise in my brain, the food noise. If you know, you know. And if you are ⁓ neurodivergent,
You certainly know, you know, we have a lot of kind of like internal noise around.
what we should or shouldn't be doing because our nervous systems are sensory input or seeking charge based input. didn't correlate it. I didn't understand it until it was gone. so then I was like looking at the bowl at the very end and the paddle attachment and I'm like, I mean, I should, maybe I should lick this.
Because it's delicious. And it was just, it was just very strange. It was like, I have a choice here. You know, as like for the first time, it's like, I have a choice. I'm not like fixating on like what I should or shouldn't do based off of what's healthy and what's not and how it's going to make me feel afterwards. And, you know, that was just gone.
I think I did, I had some of the frosting off of it and then just kind of put it down and just washed it. And I was like, okay, this is what this means. This is what neutrality means. And what the hell was I doing my whole life up until this point? And it's just wild. Like I've got, I literally have,
Right here. have buckets of candy from like my kids trick or treating. And I haven't once been like, you know, normally, you know, if you're parent, you know this,
It's like after the kids go to bed and then you like go through the bag or the bucket or whatever and you're like, what can I take that they won't notice that I took it, right? I don't think I ate one piece of candy on Halloween. And I'm like.
What is this ⁓ very, very strange experience? Because it's really put into perspective so much about how, as a crystalline being, I'm going to kind of speak to this as I'm speaking to crystalline beings, since that's how most of you are going to be who are listening to this, at least right now. That may change.
You know, experience, our experience of the world is not always easy. and I mean this from a neurodivergent standpoint. I don't know that I've ever met a crystalline being who doesn't have ADHD or AuDHD You know, we're, that's just how we're wired. We're wired differently.
And a lot of that ends up, we, we seek intensity. seek dopamine. We seek experiences that will give us charge. And so now, you know, as I'm kind of got, went through this process first, as the prototype, you know, as we transition into the resonance model and polarity and charge,
releases and we entrain to what resonance feels like. It's like I'm feeling like,
I don't feel how I did about things like I used to.
I don't feel that push-pull anymore.
I don't feel like I need to seek out intense experiences.
I went through like an existential for a little bit, maybe not panic, just like a mild crisis where I was like, this is kind of terrifying. Like I've based my whole life and identity in some ways around intensity.
And now, now that's just gone. It's like the circuitry is different. But it's not that my circuitry is different. It's that the planet circuitry is different. and that I was designed for the new circuitry, not the circuitry that I've lived up until this point.
And as I was going through this, you know, like I said, it's been a couple of weeks.
my God, like we are going to be going through this on a mass scale?
That's going to be interesting. ⁓ So that's why I wanted to talk about it. My understanding is that most of what others in the collective will be experiencing is kind of the release of charge through dreams, deep sleep. It will be a lot more gentle than it was for me is what I'm understanding I was also offloading collective charge as well.
Um, but for you, you're a crystalline being, you may already be starting this process and it's in preparation for the resonance broadcast to begin around the solstice. You know, it's like the whole field has to discharge polarity because we can't take it with us.
The other thing is really the emotional impact. Things that used to feel as like they had a charge connected with them. Mostly things like that used to feel like pain, sad memories.
any of these like dense polarized emotions, they've kind of just offloaded from my system because I was able to just allow them and notice them and not try to fight with it. So this is an experience that you will have too as you transition into resonance it's like
any of this stored emotional charge just begins to kind of come up to the surface and then it dissipates once it does. And that might look like tears, that might look like crying, that might look like feeling really frustrated for a while, you know, depending on what the charge is related to. And then as long as you don't try to fight it, you just let it, you just feel it, then it kind of dissipates.
But then instead of coming back, the next time you experience the trigger in your nervous system, experiences that charge again of that emotion, it's not there anymore. You may feel the emotion, you may feel tenderness, you may feel sadness, you may feel even like physical fatigue, but it doesn't have the same kind of sting that it had. It just passes through without story.
And also you just, might be feeling like the things that made you feel alive before don't give you that same hit. Don't give you that same boost.
or even things that maybe you were really interested in, if they were only things that gave you that charge and that feedback, you may lose interest.
It's been very strange, like doing things like,
You know, I've been finding myself like in the evenings of trying to find a show to like give me that extra whatever charge of, know, depending on what I'm in the mood to watch, it's like I just find myself choosing to prefer to just lay down in stillness and just be.
And it's weird. It's odd to experience. Because I'm just not, I'm not, it's not lack of motivation because it might feel like lack of motivation to you. It might feel like apathy. It might feel like, like, gosh, the things that I used to love just don't do it for me anymore. But if those things were just giving you charge,
you may find that they just seem flat now.
but if you're feeling that flatness that I keep mentioning.
It won't feel like that forever. Two things to say about that. One is you're recalibrating your baseline. Your baseline is just lower. It means that peace and stillness becomes the new baseline instead of fluctuation.
and it can feel like nothing's happening. I can feel like almost like being unanimated by life, but it's actually that you're recalibrating to a more still peaceful, unoscillating baseline.
and that can feel disorienting, but just know that it's part of the process and it doesn't mean anything's wrong with you. it just means that you're in transition, right? Between polarity based grid and resonance based grid. And you're exactly where you're meant to be. You are entraining to the planet.
planetary field right now because the planetary field is still and in the in between. So what happens next, as we get closer to the solstice, something called the radiant broadcast locks in. And so if you're crystalline being, you may have a function in this. and feel free to
to work with me to if you want to book an attunement session, if you want to understand kind of your function in the next piece, we can explore that together. This is something that I'm kind of learning along with all of this. Like I, you know, I think I mentioned the last episode, I was kind of like, I don't, I don't know what resonance will feel like when it begins to broadcast. I don't know what the new planetary field will feel like.
But we are all going to be learning together because it's happening. And we may be at a different pace than those around us too. So when the radiant broadcast begins, we will feel the animation again. Once we have stabilized and recalibrated to this slower baseline.
And then resonance begins to move in the field. and many of us are, you know, crystalline nodes as humans direct crystalline nodes within the broadcast, either stabilizing it, harmonizing it, transmitting it, you know, I talked a bit about that and the different types of crystalline beings that are out there.
So mostly that's what I wanted to say today. I feel like, you know, I'm not broadcasting outward yet. My understanding is my field is going to start shifting over the next few weeks. Around mid November will be kind of when my field starts to begin to broadcast a bit. And so I'm sure by that point I will feel totally different again. Right. And that's what that's what all this is. It's like.
We're all in flux. We're all in flux together. And, but it's preparing, it's three, three, ⁓ It's preparing us for the next part. And, and what feels disorienting is actually you're right where you're meant to be. You're right where you're meant to be. Just keep walking.
keep allowing any sort of heart expansion, any tenderness, any tears, any charge release and I want you to know that like, you're not broken. You're just entraining to the planetary field. And this is just the quiet point before things shift again. So
era, in between now and solstice,
I'm kind of like understanding the lay of the land as it comes. But when I feel like there's something else to be said, I will be here to help you guys kind of orient yourself as you're navigating the same field conditions that I and just knowing that I'm kind of slightly, I'm ahead a little bit.
not in hierarchy or anything like that, but just in function as a prototype. So, as I experienced things ahead of crystalline beings and ahead of the collective, since that's kind of tends to be how, how things go on the order of experience on the spiral, as we're all on the same spiral, I will be here and I will update you all. so that's really all I wanted to say for today.
It's happening, you know, it's happening. It's all happening and it's all going exactly as it should. And you're right where you need to be. And that's my message for today. All right. I love you all. I will talk to you soon. Much love. Bye.
