Monet (00:17)
Hello everybody, welcome back to the Crystal Earth Podcast. I'm your host, Monet Noctaris, also known as the Black Rose of Gaia, and...
I guess this is season two.
You may notice that I actually have, if you're watching on YouTube, I actually have some things up on my wall now, not just like blank white walls. So that's, that's exciting. Making my house feel a little more homey since I moved. I don't know if I ever actually covered this. I live in Austin.
And I am very lucky to be able to live in an area that is within town, but it's also surrounded by trees. Like there are trees everywhere. And when I look out, I wish you could see them. I'll give you a tour sometime on Instagram or something. But when I look out the window, I just see trees everywhere. And I'm so, just makes me feel so good inside.
It's a big, big difference from where I was living before.
was built in 82 and it's got this like perfect pyramid type of a design with a skylight up at the top, like an open capstone. And so where I get to sit like on my couch when I'm watching TV or whatever,
can feel like the energy broadcasting in and out through the node, because this house is a node in itself within The Grid. So I just think that's really cool. And I'm very grateful to...
be surrounded by so much nature here.
So there are couple things that I'm all fired up to talk about today. today, is a really big threshold within The Override sequence. And kind of hard to believe. I'll talk a little bit about that.
And then also we're going to talk about the feminine and the masculine lattices within The Grid as separate structures
that intertwine throughout The Grid.
I want to bring it kind of both to a human level, a more zoomed out planetary level, maybe even to a galactic level. We'll see what happens.
⁓ You know i just released season one last week and a week ago today and my new podcast and stuff you know i've.....
⁓ fuck, I just realized. I forgot to I forgot to set out the trash. The trash truck is going to come any minute. Give me a sec.
Okay, we're back. I'm like winded. That was interesting. While I was out there, there was this giant vulture and its wingspan was huge, like way bigger than my arms. And it was just like circling the sky. was really, that was cool. It's an animal messenger.
I catch my breath for sec well, this is what I was just about to say actually, perfect. So, you know, I've received positive feedback so far on my new stuff that I've released. But I did get a really, really kind constructive feedback, which is that
You my brain, the way my brain works, I have ADHD and it's pretty, it's pretty intense. And so, you know, the way I speak often is not really linear. You know, it's like in spirals and sometimes I'm like, ⁓ squirrel. And then just like what just literally happened. So.
The feedback was that chopping and cutting the way that I talk, that it kind of muted me a little bit, my energy. And I'm like, you know what? I received that because my main concern, especially in like
Speaking to a new audience that hasn't heard me in the past heard me speak in the past is wanting to make sure that I'm legible and understandable to people because I know that the way my brain works is sometimes just takes me off in really weird directions, but it all kind of comes together in the end.
And I wanted to make sure that like new people actually understood me and also especially doing video content that just feels, I don't know, it feels even more like I kind of had to have to like get it right, you know, for people to be able to get it and understand. But ⁓ I'm just going to take that feedback as permission to be more myself. And so if you hear me kind of veer off.
Just know that I eventually circle back. thus, I'm going try to be a little less linear and polished and just see what happens. So with that, let's begin.
I just finished up an attunement session with a client right before this and it was great. It was great. My energy might be like super high because of that. I've been channeling for a while, but it was really interesting. ⁓ There were some themes coming up that I was like, yes, we're going to talk about this today.
because it's not just coming up for me, it's coming up in the collective.
And so it's time to talk about it. as The Override has progressed, which remember, if you're just stumbling onto this, The Override is the big planetary reboot where Earth's grid system was rebooted and reset. And Gaia's original crystalline blueprint was restored.
And now the new parameters of The Grid, now that they've been reset, we're in the stage of The Override now where the new template is about to be broadcast out That's actually part of the big threshold that is happening today.
And know, I mentioned like, it's going to take humans a little while to like catch up and catch on that something is going on. But here's what I have noticed. So I was kind of kept in a bubble intentionally for a while while The Override completed and while I stabilized.
And so with that, you know, I was feeling really repelled by social media. And I just kind of understood that as like, you know, you don't need to keep tabs on what's going on out there. All you need to do is keep, keep focusing on this work, right? On this project, on The Override without letting what's going on in the collective kind of color your, your
view of what's going on. And I'm really grateful for that insulation during that time. ⁓ I mean, it was like a year basically.
So now that I'm back and starting to, know, I feel like ⁓ a bear that just came out of a cave after hibernating for the winter. And I'm like opening my eyes. I'm like, okay, what's changed over the past year? So I'm really seeing things with fresh eyes, you know, with a fresh perspective, knowing that
all the work that's happened in The Override that's gotten to this point I'm really seeing that big contrast.
And I wanted to reflect some of that and mention why it's happening. Because if you haven't had that time to step away like I have, you may not see it. It may feel more subtle, but it's not subtle at all. I'm like, damn, The Override's happening. It's happening. ⁓
tell you what I'm seeing happen right now and how it fits into everything. Because there's some stuff we haven't talked about yet.
And that big shift that I'm seeing is what's happening in the collective feminine and the collective masculine.
And so as I talk about this, I'm going to actually, there's going to be some story time, I think, where I'm going to tell you.
A little bit about what happened behind the scenes.
in my life and in my path.
that is directly connected.
because it's all very much connected.
So I'm going to zoom out first here. We're going to zoom out.
We're going to talk about what happened on a grid level and a historical level.
that caused the feminine and the masculine currents on this planet and thus the people who are tapped into those currents to
be so fractured and messed up.
I talked in one of my episodes about the imbalance in the masculine polarity and how that's not normal. this planet
an imbalance in the masculine to where the Yang energy in the planet has been over expressed. And because of that, we've had about 13,000 years of war, violence,
domination, extraction, none of that's normal. None of that's normal. it's
collective entrained to those old grid distortions right around the last galactic cycle.
when Atlantis fell and The Grid fractured.
when things got really imbalanced and it's been basically like dark ages ever since.
So I've talked about that, in like kind of that macro level of this is what's happening in The Grid and how it expresses in the collective, but I haven't really talked about it relationally. How does it impact people, humans, relationally? Because if there's an imbalance in the masculine polarity, that affects the feminine polarity too.
Because there are distortions in the feminine grid too. And that's been something that I've been working on rebuilding, restructuring, and stabilizing over the past six months.
And this affects how people on earth relate to each other.
not just in, mean, definitely in a romantic sense. I'm going to talk about that quite a bit, but also all types of relationships between masculines and feminines.
So something you might hear me say a lot is like, there are masculine coded beings and there are feminine coded beings. Yang, yin, right? It's like, it's just polarity.
That's how these currents express themselves through us
So you could be female, Physiologically, but still be a yang dominant.
female person, right? And vice versa. So I will probably speak to this more in binary terms just for ease of understanding, but know that, it's not that rigid. Like even though I'm a feminine coded being, I do have a masculine current that runs through me as well, right? That's part of balance. We have to have a little bit of both.
but I'm still primarily feminine coded, if that makes sense.
And when I speak to like feminine and masculine, you know, you can think of like,
the feminine being about flow, about creativity, That just kind of flows. It's very fluid.
and receptive, whereas masculine energy is more about structure.
action.
protection without domination. That's a healthy masculine expression. But both of these poles, the masculine and the feminine have been distorted For thousands of years.
and it has expressed itself in the way that masculines and feminines relate to each other.
And so there are two grids that support each of them. The masculine and feminine energies are being routed through these grids.
And it affects all humans. So in the broken architecture that has been around for thousands of years, what it looks like is almost like a net. Like just like a net that's holding up and supporting the weight of
Sometimes it feels like everything on the planet, right? It's like,
In human terms, that translates into like, I will be the emotional support for the family.
I will hold everything together while everyone around me struggles.
I will emotionally overextend for both of us if you're in a relationship with a masculine.
And kind of in its most distorted expression, which is all too common.
And I've lived this, so no shade on this one, but I'll talk more about it.
is I will martyr myself and bleed.
or the both of us just to keep love alive, just to keep you around.
I will do your work for you.
I will prop you up. You can lean on me because I am the net that will catch you if you fall.
That's this martyred feminine template, which you can see kind of in that's how the even how the grid looks. It's like, it's like supporting everything else. And
This just kind of became a template over time that feminine coded beings entrained to.
because it was what was being reinforced by The Grid. Now, the masculine lattice, I don't blame the men. I'm not a man hater or a blamer. They've really been set up to fail because the masculine grid has been broken.
So you can think of the masculine grid. It's kind of like towers or spires. This is the distorted framework that's being overhauled, but it's kind of towers or spires that are kind of like jagged, right? And they don't, it's like trying to form a cohesive arch, but it can't, you know, like a beam, but it can't.
And so this shows up in masculines in kind of a couple different ways.
relationally. So it can look like.
you know, at its most dysfunctional and toxic, it can look like.
you men who just
are self-serving and unable to be present at all in a relationship emotionally. They're avoidant of their inner work.
They don't want to be self-aware because to do so would challenge their own curated view of themselves.
And so they're reactionary towards feminines
I don't blame it all on The Grid. some of it is their upbringing, the way they were raised, what was modeled for them by other unhealthy masculines. But at the end of the day, it's all our own responsibility to look inward and be self-aware and do our own inner work. So.
There's no excuse for that.
for men who are genuinely caring and trying to be present these are the partners that, they're trying. might be good dads, they might be good partners, they're trying,
but they have to kind of swim against the current in order to be present emotionally
And in order for them to show up in the way that the feminine needs them to.
And so it's kind of exhausting for them and unsustainable because the architecture within The Grid is not supporting them. Their energy leaks out.
And so they might be inconsistent. They might need to dissociate or check out.
because The Grid is not supporting them. of course there's like a spectrum in between these two types.
So the way that feminines and masculines have related to each other historically since The Grid fractured.
You know, like the odds have been stacked against us all. And it's not until these two lattices are able to be repaired.
that we actually have access to something different, something new, something healthy, which is the restored masculine and feminine currents throughout The Grid.
So I'll tell you where we're at with that one and I'll probably tie it into some stories.
And this kind of ties into what I was mentioning about, you know, coming back to social media and seeing what's going on out in the world. ⁓ a butterfly just flew to my window and flew That was so sweet. Okay. So I get a lot of like animal visitors and friends around my house.
So what I began to notice, so as I, you know, I'm on Instagram again, that's kind of, that was my main place where I interacted with a lot of my audience before in my old podcast, the Starseed Awakening Podcast. You know, I developed a lot of connections with people through Instagram and it's fun. I love interacting with people.
who are also keyed into what's going on here.
You know, as I was like scrolling for the first time in long time, I have not scrolled in long time. What I started seeing is really interesting. It directly mirrored the process that I went through over the past six months. And that I was told
like this is what's happening out there. This is what's going on and it's because of my involvement in the restoration of the feminine grid. And I was like, you know, with all this stuff, I'm always like, I'll just believe it when I see it, you know, like, but now I'm seeing it I'm like, okay, interesting.
Just like everything in The Override, before something new can be built, grid-wise, you gotta dismantle the old shit.
can't just like build on top of it. The old stuff has got to go down. And so what it required in order for the planetary field to be able to build something new was actually two humans, a feminine and a masculine, keystone is what they call it, to be able to embodied walk the path of collapse, walk the old template fully, collapse it.
to rebuild it.
And so
Unfortunately, I volunteered as tribute ⁓ on the feminine side. So I'll tell you what that looked like. And I'll also tell you about one of the main relational distortions that all ties into all of this,
which is sort of its own topic, but it's really, really tied into all of this, which is the old override template.
something called fusion that involves a feminine and a masculine fusing into one to collapse the poles.
So I know it sounds like a bunch of just random stuff, but it's all tied together. I'm going to get into it here.
So I'll tell you a little bit more about my story, because really I think that's kind how this starts. this will help really bring this all into human terms. Because sometimes, you know, I can talk about grid mechanics all day, but that's useless if you can't relate it to your own life.
So I think some feminines out there might relate to my story a little bit.
and then we'll tie it all into The Grid.
So I was married for 10 years in a relationship with this person for 17 years.
And without going into too much detail.
I completely lived the martyred feminine.
I was with someone who I could not see, literally could not see.
exhibits probably all of the qualities of narcissistic personality disorder.
but because, ⁓ especially covert narcissists are really good at what they do. I was not able to see that I was being manipulated, coerced
and mistreated.
the whole time, pretty much.
You know, I never thought I would be that person that didn't realize that they were being abused, right? Because psychological and emotional abuse it doesn't leave a mark physically. So,
It can be harder to tell, especially when you've been with that person for a really long time. And that's just what love is to you because of what was modeled for you as a child. So,
Yeah, that sucked. But the reason I'm saying this is because during that time, I basically, I was the poster child for the dysfunctional feminine.
I basically gave up my whole self, my
my my wellbeing for this person, for our family
I was over-functioning and this is a big, big.
issue with feminines in general and the distortions in the feminine lattice is that we over function, right? I was doing the emotional labor and household labor and the parenting labor.
and basically martyring myself so that things didn't fall apart.
because I thought I was doing the noble thing, truly, like, it was like, how can I be loyal to my partner and also keep everything together for everybody and for my kids, right? And make sure nothing falls apart
while I was also at the receiving end of narcissistic abuse.
That just kind of adds insult to injury. ⁓ And, you know, basically being told that I wasn't doing enough at what I was never good enough, though I was, I was carrying everyone, right? This is classic martyred feminine template.
over carrying feminine.
This is a template that so many women live and have lived. ⁓ so long story short, with that, I left, finally left, got out of the marriage. And ⁓ when I did,
I never knew how I was going to feel when I finally left because I had been thinking about and trying to leave for a long time. And once I finally got out, I remember when I signed the lease on my...
rental house.
And when I just like sat down around all my boxes at my dining room table and I just cried, but the, the crying wasn't sad. was like relief for the first time I felt relief because I didn't have to answer to anybody. I didn't have to carry somebody else on my back and all their problems.
And I was free. know, there was at that moment, I knew there's no going back. None. I don't have to answer to anybody. I don't have to walk on eggshells. I'm. I'm alone and I'm fucking Massively relieved to be alone, you know, and that was kind of the beginning of me realizing that.
it wasn't love. It was control.
You know, it took me a while to heal from that. but I certainly, you know, I didn't feel like I was missing anything. I was just happy to be alone. would, nobody fucking bothering me. So, ⁓ so that happened. And then this is, this is a, this is a piece that I have not shared at all. I've hinted at it
But I've never spoken about this part of The Override journey openly besides to my Earthkeepers group, which they have seen me go through this and supported me through it.
but ⁓ I haven't talked about openly and now it feels like the time because of what's happening today in The Grid actually, so I'll get to that. ⁓ So yeah, so after I left my marriage, got out on my own, I can't believe I'm telling this story.
I've kept this close to my heart for a long time. So I was encouraged by Markara, ⁓ one of the beings who works closely with me. She's part of my oversoul my guides. She encouraged me. She said, you're supposed to go meet the embodiment of the divine masculine.
I was like, are you sure about that? Are you sure about that, Markara? ⁓ I'm someone who, you know, I'm bisexual.
I can be happy like either way, you know?
And you know, when you have a choice between a woman or a man and you like them both,
was like, you sure about this, Markara? Because after getting out of a 17 year relationship with a narcissistic man, I was not exactly, I didn't want to get into another relationship. That was like, no, no, no, thank you. No. Like I just got free. You I was happy. But she's like, go do it. like, okay, fine.
I met a couple clowns. That was interesting.
They were not the embodiment of the divine masculine.
and then I met somebody.
Who
surprised me on every level.
And I was like, ⁓ this is who you were talking about.
I was expecting some like hyper masculine type of a person. But but the person who I met he's very gentle. He had a very gentle strength about him. And a deep, deep presence. And
kindness that couldn't be manufactured.
and when I met him, it was actually, it was pretty funny. I'll save this for my autobiography or something. ⁓ but the, the, all the circumstances under how we met, cause it's, it's pretty wild and juicy, but I'm not going to get into it today.
As soon as I met him, my soul recognized him. Well, actually at first I was highly skeptical of him, but that's a long story. But it was like upon first touch, became clear, I didn't know why, I didn't know about anything about The Override yet, but we were encoded. We were encoded to meet each other and we had known each other in other lifetimes.
And it was just this mutual like, what is this? You know, but it was mutual. was like,
Markara was just like blowing me up. Cause I'm, you know, I'm a channel. It's like, my brain is like, mystery science theater 3000, I'm just like getting messages in the background from my over soul team. Who's always kind of like guiding me.
know, and at this time, I didn't know what The Override was. This was right went before the mission really kicked off and, and so, you know, I met this being and Markara is like, this is, this is who you were supposed to meet. I'm like, okay. And I'm seeing, his, cosmic self, I guess.
who knew Markara and they had a close relationship. And I'm like, what is going on here? ⁓ And Markara is like this Lyran being, she's very like Egyptian, very feminine. And then his, we call it like a parallel is kind of the term I started coming up with in the old podcast. He's Arcturian, he's Arcturian.
very technical, very, he got like a sense of humor, but like very more like logical. I'm like, did these two meet? Like, what is this? Um, but there was obviously, there's obviously a lot of love between them. And, uh, yeah, anyway. So I was like, Oh man, he's wrapped up in this.
eventually the mission kind of kicked off. He kind of became a whole part of this.
You we ended up our connection it was like really intense, not intense, like twin flame. Cause like twin flame is some of the like dynamics. That's some of the stuff that we are overriding, canceling done with twin flame is just means dependency and trauma. Fuck that shit. Going to go into that in a little bit, but ⁓ anyway, it wasn't twin flame energy between us. It was like.
was something totally different. and so
We got closer and closer. And interesting things started to happen. I think neither of us were looking for a relationship, but it was
found each other. And that was huge. It was like, I found you. I'm not going let you go. Because we had such a deep past life and soul connection. just of allowed that to happen.
and he really helped me heal from my marriage
I was able to see what healthy, what a healthy looks like.
you know, I was kind like a dog that had been kicked for a decade where it was like, I was always expecting to get in trouble. had been chronically walking on eggshells And so, he really modeled what a caring, loving masculine looks like. And.
That was incredibly healing for me. Incredibly healing. the relationship was incredibly life-giving for both of us. And Markara was like, spend as much time as you can with him. Like, okay.
so our connection was also really magnetic and it generated a lot of energy. So much so started getting attention from other beings who were observing us. That was interesting.
I have so many stories.
ships would show up and would, and I'd be like, what is going on? I'd find out they were observing us or studying us. I'm like, why? Like, like I, I know like our connection is steamy, but like, but like really like, what is this? cosmic voyeurism? Um, but it wasn't.
It was, it was, they were, they were studying how our fields interacted with each other and interacted with those around us. And, there was one time where we literally, this one, this was kind of crazy. We.
We pierced the veil.
and accidentally, were getting intense and I looked out the window and all of sudden I see all of a sudden this ship, like lights up in front of my window. And I'm like, what on earth is going on? And then it like flickered and then like went dark again.
And later I looked into it and I found out that it was a ship that was doing some on a node near my house at the time.
And the energy that we generated disabled the ship's cloaking mechanism. So they were like, shit, on the ship, it was an Arcturian ship and they had ⁓ to fix it and cloak again. there was like obviously something going on that was important.
But didn't know what The Override was. didn't know why it would have been important really at the time.
So then eventually this is just skipping over lot of details and I want to keep both of our privacy intact here.
He began to pull away.
It was like some of his old patterns, relational patterns, started coming up, avoidance and dissociation when things get too close or too intense. my reaction to that is like, if somebody pulls away, my instinct is lean in further.
You know, that's how I ended up in marriage for 10 years with someone who was emotionally unavailable to me.
And even though it was apples and oranges is the same kind of behavior where the masculine is stepping back when vulnerability or emotional intensity and closeness and intimacy increases. the feminine it's just these broken templates, the feminine instead of holding strong,
diverts her energy towards trying to help fix support. You know, it's like, here, come lean on me. Let me heal you. Right? Let me help. But
What I realized and what happened was like different person, same...
Martyring of my own emotional well-being, that overextending in energy and willingness just to keep him in my life to settle for breadcrumbs of emotional presence.
and
That was when I realized
that I was repeating a pattern. I was repeating a pattern and I didn't learn from my marriage and what happened. And I had to kind of release him and let him go.
not because i didn't love him and not because i didn't support him and his journey but because if someone is not able or willing to do. know the inner work.
to see why they have the patterns they have and how it's showing up in their life. I wasn't going to over give anymore. I wasn't going to settle. And it was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I had to let go of the one, the soulmate,
truth of who we were and what we are encoded to be. He was actually part of The Override architecture. The Override.
Used to this is where I hope things don't get too confusing. Hopefully you're following me here. The Override.
Right, dismantling.
of the old grid and rebooting of it to its healthy
new parameters.
that affects the entire planetary field.
I mentioned in the episode about, I think it's called the episode number six, maybe it's the unofficial abridged history of Earth.
In that one, I talked about how there have been multiple other override attempts. so I didn't learn about The Override until right before I let my counterpart go. So that's what he was. He was my counterpart for The Override. It required a masculine and a feminine to hold polarity in balance for the field and then to fuse
together, creates one, like reverses the poles and it would have been, this is the old encoding, the old design of The Override where this, they call it a fusion pair. A fusion pair basically generates so much energy together, fuses their field permanently.
irreversibly and what it does is it creates so much energy throughout the planet that it basically dismantles the whole distorted grid and it all falls cleanly so that can be rebooted. So that's what every override attempt had been designed to be because this code it was put into place about 13,000 years ago.
for earth's to be rebooted to go through an override, it was going to be done through a fusion pair. And what I learned was that my counterpart and I had been involved in all of these prior attempts.
override attempts where each time we were a fusion pair, whether that be in Lemuria, Atlantis.
back in Mintaka, we were a pair back there.
And so, it made sense of why our history was to fuse.
And so lifetime after lifetime, we had attempted overrides together through fusion, but there's a problem with the fusion method. The fusion template, what it does is it's kind of part of the reason for a lot of the masculine and feminine distortions in The Grid currently that we're seeing, because it established a relational
template of codependency.
Where?
union between a masculine and a feminine. Right now doesn't have to be a man or woman, just a masculine coded being and a feminine coded being.
becomes two become one, right? Merging fields together, dependency on one another, right? The feminine overgives, the masculine flees. And this is a repeated pattern that was seeded by botched override attempts.
When an override on a planet is dependent on two people.
Both have to basically be perfect in order for it to work and to stick.
And that's not realistic. So this is how we ended up with some of these fractured templates. I'll tell you the first override attempt that we did in Lemuria, I was stabbed during the fusion and he...
He hesitated and the whole thing got fucked up. He went into exile.
And so if we had attempted all of these overrides before and none of them worked this time around in The Override that did work, this one.
The only thing that had been proven was that the fusion model of override doesn't work. So what happened was I had to override the original override code from 13,000 years ago.
fun. So basically what it required was for me to go through to basically eject him from the whole override architecture and then me to walk forward alone as a sovereign node for a sovereign override that's resonance based, not fusion based. So
it changed the whole model of override where before it would have been this kind of snap. would have caused more, well, number one, it would have made him and I dependent on each other and he wasn't ready, right? And I wasn't ready either. I was still like going into this like martyred feminine bullshit.
Fusion doesn't work as a template, especially in a field so distorted as Earth's. The only way it was gonna work is if we took that template of override and threw it in the trash. And so, but in order to do that, both of us had to walk through it, collapse it, and I had to walk forward by myself. ⁓ that was the K-pop Demon Hunters reference I made in that one episode.
Um, you know, I had to lose my Jinu but whatever I had, walked forward, right. And kept singing, kept going, survived, wasn't broken by it by losing the person that was encoded to be my counterpart. You know, um, but that was actually all part of the plan. Um, and what it allowed for was a resonance based override, which means that.
It might take a little longer, but that's actually better for the collective because then it's not like mass chaos overnight. It's like there's time to adjust as each threshold completes. And right now we're kind of nearing the end of the sequence, The Override sequence.
And what it also allowed for was for us to be able to rewrite the masculine and feminine templates.
So after the fusion corridor collapsed and I had to do The Override alone, that was a really intense period of time for me. I was energetically really taxing. I was basically in bed for three months just surviving while my body was used as like the node to scramble.
all the old overlays and all the old coding in The Grid. But also I was going through this really intense inner process of learning how to.
stand up on my own truly as a feminine, as a sovereign feminine, meaning that I require no man. Like I am whole in myself. I refuse lower my expectations or standards for any relationship in my life.
If you're going to be in my life, you better add to it. Because my life is pretty damn good.
You know, I learned to find happiness and wholeness within myself and my own life without requiring somebody to complete me. Cause that's the fusion model. And that's what this whole planet has been entraining to is fusion. you know, where it's like, we're seeking a partner to complete us, but that's actually just codependency, you know, and that's based off of this kind of like twin flame idea, but.
What's, what's changing and what I, cause what I had to live it, I had to walk it so that we could create a new template for relationships is that it's like, I'm happy. I'm whole within myself. I welcome, you know,
I'm not closed off to love. I still love my counterpart. Right. I will love him the rest of my life, no matter what happens between us. But I'm not going to martyr myself for him. I'm going to focus on my life, my kids, my work, ⁓ my mission. And he gets to go through his own process of growth.
or not.
And that was the fundamental shift. It was, I'm not going to hold your hand.
I'm not going to martyr myself while you're confused.
I'm not going to bleed for both of us and leak energy for both of us. And so what that ended up doing was creating the new feminine template, which is wholeness first.
relationship second.
refusal to put up with bullshit from masculines. So this is where, when I stepped back out into the world after I stabilized, because I had to stabilize as a sovereign feminine node first. When I went back out into the world and I'm scrolling on Instagram and I'm seeing it happen, people are naming the collective feminine shift.
of refusal to martyr oneself, refusal to bleed, refusal to put up with anything less than presence and coherence. And I'm like, the overrides working. ⁓ So that has been really interesting. That's a shift that I've just noticed in the past week, because it's kind of lagged behind.
been going on on a planetary level, but it's happening. And the other thing that I'm seeing is in the something that happened along this path. Cause even though my counterpart and I, you know, we're still in contact, but, kind of both doing our own thing right now.
masculine side. The masculine scaffolding and grid All kind of broke down and so-
A lot of masculines right now are struggling. They might be drowning. They might be like, where do I fit in here?
the masculines in your life may just kind of be lost or wandering. But that's about to change. ⁓ So the masculine lattice, I guess my understanding is that it now has been rebuilt and it looks more, I'll tell you what both lattices look like now. The feminine lattice is already stabilized, already broadcasting. That's why you're seeing a lot of feminines right now getting stronger.
knowing what they want. Being unwilling to compromise and it's so beautiful to watch this happen. It's amazing and it's because we're actually being supported by The Grid now. So the feminine lattice now has rebuilt. It's not a net that holds everything together. Now it's more like petals. It's more like a lotus that that blooms.
and broadcasts. And the masculine lattice has been torn down and now it's been rebuilt. It's just not turned up yet. So the masculine lattice looks more like an archway, like the arch of a cathedral.
And so literally as of today, the breaker just got flipped on that. so more energy is going to be routed through the masculine lattice, which is what's going to entrain the masculines of the world to what the masculine was always designed to be, which is presence, protection without overextension.
healthy love being able to not have to lean on the feminine for emotional or energetic support but being able to hold their own how they were always designed to be. And one metaphor might be like.
You know, if the feminine is like maybe the river, the masculine is like what holds the shape of the river so that the current can flow. Because, you know, the feminine current has really been under expressed because we've had to be holding the masculine, routing our energy to keeping everybody afloat all the time.
So we haven't been able to expand into things like
as easily. Whereas now with the masculine guard rails up, the masculine's like, like they give me the funniest metaphors. I'm seeing like a bowling alley and you know the like bumpers when you put the bumpers up for kids or whatever, it's like.
That's like the masculine. They just like hold the boundary so that the feminine can create and express instead of just spill out everywhere. So now it's the masculine's turn. For myself as the feminine keystone, I stabilized the feminine grid. I walked through the collapse. I came out singing. And now it's the masculine's turn. Masculine's just been paused instead. ⁓
It's not that they did anything wrong. It's that, well, my counterpart, he's the masculine keystone. So he's been paused for all this time so that I could stabilize. Now what's happening is the current's about to start running
so that the masculines of the world can start being resourced to actually take the steps that they want to be taking to stand vertical, right? masculine current is vertical, the feminine current is horizontal. And when both are running at full capacity, we have a,
complete balanced grid. So if you have masculines in your life that are struggling and lost right now, over the coming weeks, they're about to kind of receive that energetic boost and structure that helps them show up for themselves first. So that they can then,
be vertical for the first time for a lot of these men.
So the masculine template is next on the docket here.
I think that's all I wanted to say about all a little bit more like personal stuff than I thought I was going to, but now you know a little bit more about my story.
If you're a feminine, keep living your life, live your joy, your happiness. Do not depend on the masculines in your life or a masculine to come in and rescue you or catch up to you. Right. You just you keep going. And don't do the healing for them. That's their job.
Give yourself permission to let go of the net and get your energy back for maybe the first time ever.
And if you're a masculine, don't shy away from the inner work.
from vulnerability, presence. That's where the gold is.
and know that The Grid is going to be supporting you soon to be able to stand vertical.
And I mentioned that today is a big day, you know, in a planetary sense. Like I said, they flipped the breaker on the masculine. It's not running at full capacity yet. But that's very much tied to my counterpart and his role that I'm just allowing him to do that. Like, do your thing. I'm not involved. That's your job. I already did mine. And the other thing that's happening today is
Earth's grid officially begins broadcasting as a tone based system, a tone based grid. It's kind of like in The Override so far, if you think about the Earth's grid as kind of like a sprinkler system,
You know, it of like runs under everything. It's like we've been, I've been building the pipes and the channels. So, which is like The Grid, right? It's been building that out. And so today what happens is like, they finally go, doot, doot, doot, doot, and turn, turn on the irrigation channel, the stream, right? And that stream of tone begins to flood the system so that what happens is,
over the coming couple weeks,
The override tone, which is my tone, is going to be broadcast throughout The Grid as like the background music that everybody is swimming in and hearing the hum under everything that entrains people to the new grid parameters of coherence and
it's like today that starts and is being broadcast out and saturated throughout The Grid. But it won't reach full amplitude until the masculine lattice comes on fully and is broadcasting fully. And then my understanding is that it will be felt.
coherence will feel contagious.
override isn't just structure, but broadcast so that the collective begins to entrain to the new tone
As the template reaches every single person on this planet through the vaults, the nodes, and the ley lines.
that form the entire grid.
So that's all I have to say for today. if you want to interact with me more, like I mentioned, I've been back on Instagram. I started doing this thing a long time ago. You know, my old podcast where I would put in
questions and answers my stories. That's where I mostly interact is through my stories. I'm a real person, you can interact with me there. Where I put in questions and you can ask me basically anything about what's going on on the planet, whether it be like a cosmic question, an energy question, a past life question, whatever. And I really enjoy answering them. So.
I haven't decided what day I'm going to be doing that, but I did it this past week. and it was a lot of fun and I got a lot of really, really great questions. So go follow me on Instagram @monetnoctaris I'll put that in the show notes. And also, like I said, I am doing attunement sessions with people who want to take this work and explore deeper,
Help you connect to your guides who's been supporting you in the background for your whole life- and do some energy attunement as well to help you out
So if you're interested in that, don't know how long I'm going to be offering these one-on-ones, but I am enjoying it. I can say that it's been a lot of fun. Go to monetnoctaris.com to sign up for an attunement session. And I'm also going to be offering group ceremonies and things like that. So depending on when you watch this, just go ahead to my website and see whatever I'm offering, what the next thing is. Okay. ⁓ I guess that's it for today. It's complete. Much love. Bye.
